It is very difficult to surrender the day to sleep. It tries to oppose The Night. Perhaps Death is like going into the Night. Perhaps sleep practices us for the Nether World that may not be as bad as they say. Who the fuck knows? “Nobody” I scream ye fuckers! The priests tell us it’s a place above or one below, although the Pope excluded the belief of Limbo recently. Other religions have similar themes. Buddhism has added a heaven too to appease the masses. But Death ends each of us and we are unaware.
I think as I get nearer to Death that it may be a mysterious transformation of soul dissolved spiritually and miraculously perfect to exit until another being arises of that entity most naturally with a few alterations of genes to influence the birth.
If this makes sense you, you are representative of The “Chosen Ones” who will save mankind from Him or Herself. You Are “The Few.” “The Many” have simply moved on unnoticed. Perhaps that’s the best way. In this manner they avoid my sincere bullshit.